Today I had an epiphany.

I found my style again.

For the past month or two I haven't been blogging because life was catching up to me and pulling me, clawing the sand, back into the sea of confusion.
This is the first time in a month I've worn a skirt, which is my usual bottom.
But after last night, when I felt pretty to be showing my legs and pretty in general; well, just cute in general, I decided I should start trying again. So last night at 2:40 AM, I texted my dad and asked him to pick me up for church. It was time I started making time for what I wanted and less time people-pleasing. So, I got up this morning right at the time my alarm was set to go off, hopped out of bed and did my make up. Sparkles for eyeshadow, brown eyeliner and a hint of mascara. Of course foundation and for the first time in a long time; blush. I even put some lipstick on.Then I curled/volumized my hair a little, shushed it, and got dressed. I picked out a skirt I hadn't worn yet from UO, a Lush slouchy black pocket tee and my favorite Kersh cardi. Once I put the outfit on, I looked at my finished product and smiled. I felt pretty. So, I'm going to document that right now, I feel beautiful.